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| My Man Ron |
A Beautiful day on the San Juan Islands,the Lord is so sweet and so beautiful in "ALL HIS WAYS" Ron and I started our day out as we Love doing, Put the coffee on and sit with Our Lord Jesus spending time with Him Basking in His presence, got showered had a bite to eat,went for our morning walk into town, we have been parking the car a little closer to town, due to any surprises that may occur with Ron, but today we parked it a little farther away,{can't do this any more} Jensen's ship yard-----thinking we could get a little more exercise in,we love walking into town,stoppin in seeing friends,wishing a good morning to passerbyer's, looking at the boats, and welcome any opportunity the Lord opens up, we were out on the farthest pier and Ron started not feeling good we got back to the upper dock and He said He didn't think he could make it to the car,I told Him I would run and get the car,He stopped me and said I'm calling Marty,"His truck is parked here" {I would be able to run Ron home},Marty was in a no cell zone------so my message was cuttin in and out--------------------so I said to Ron you stay,
RIGHT HERE! DON'T MOVE! and I took off running I was Praying the whole time Lord please don't let me fall, please don't let my legs cramp, please keep me strong, Please be over Dad,Please Lord get me to the truck fast! thank you Lord, Be over Dad, thank you Lord, and as I'm running,
Oh Dear sweet Jesus,there is this precious, precious, " Hanna" I think I said I need a ride she said with this strong affirmative voice get in! "I was so out of breathe" because I'm so out of shape" ................. She said where do I need to take you....................Jensen's.......................Ship yard............................ this precious Young Woman started praying over me! ............... It's crazy how the adrenalin works in our bodies, we know we have something we HAVE to do and nothing will stop us from getting it done, but I gotta tell you Hanna was a blessing to me at that moment,I was safe...............and I was ok..............
I saw the Fathers hand all over this whole situation.......................I thanked her, thanked her....and was off............................I had to get to Ron................. all I could do was praise God for the Divine help...........I was Praising Him as I was driving back to find my Man,
I saw right then How God was working "out on the water", a desperate cry went out to a Marty who could do nothing to Help me or Ron, Cause he was on a boat!.............
{"God used Marty from the water"} "Lord only knew where Marty was" and from us cutting in and out Marty put it together--------and called His Daughter Hanna.she just happened to be in town....................... God Is Mighty to save!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Friendship is a privilege to know,we are Blessed!
In my distress I cried Out to the Lord he heard my cry Psalms 18:6 I realized more today, God is preparing me, us, no matter what the storm looks like My God is with me! God chooses to use who ever He wills...............and it does not matter how "far away help seems" "God goes forth"------ God holds all things together! It's done! Praise you Jesus!
Hanna followed me back to town, I'm telling you this gal was on the front line! we scattered when Ron was not where He was supposed to be............... I was looking in the bathrooms yelling Dad!--------{Poor men--- I think I scared them}---------when He wasn't in any of them I panicked................. Hanna said did you go into the bathrooms? I said I opened the door and called for Him, >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> next thing I knew a man said where can I look,I again looked at the Lord and knew God your on this...................I ran down to one more bathroom Ron was not there.........I said God I don't know where He is....................Please help me.......................
I saw Hanna this Precious Gal, Her face, {the tears just keep coming as I write just looking back at the events of this morning and the people involved}---- I heard her call my name and she said Ron's here.............................so much was going through my mind so much happening so fast, I realized again,God this young Lady was not going to stop until we were totally good,Oh the Love of God is How He wills it through who ever He chooses to use. {Ron had to move}from where we had agreed .............There are things that this tumor will do to Ron that are unexpected....................things out of His Control.... Seizures will come on how ever they want vertigo,there is no warning,and His body is starting to show new and different attacks that we are now having to pay close attention to. He was just telling me when we were walking into town that His left hand was to weak to carry His sweatshirt. This is one of the Neurological damages of the tumor that will start to take place,....... Hanna offered to get our truck, so sweet ,so kind, so willing to do what ever, I Love this Girl, I've always loved her since we known her but there is an even greater Love,"Today" she Blessed Me in ways "God only knows how much"..................as I ran to get the car I see another friend,Alexis -"Sandie were looking for Ron______ I said He's found,I kept running to the car she came over and at that point I was done, Lexy Prayed over me I thanked Her,
Father God Bless these precious People who gave of themselves and time to Help Ron and I, {your Love is so evident}, and your merciful hand is always over us. The Lord has Heightened and even Higher sensitivity,He's in charge over all in our Lives,and If Ron and I thought we were alone, He showed us differently today........................I have so much gratitude in my Heart, I pray I am just as quick to respond when there is a need! My Heart is grateful Ron is ok now resting and taking it easy, each day has enough in it that we don't look to far down the road, we take only today and give it to the Lord and thank Him for this day how ever it looks and give all the Glory and acknowledgement to His Precious Grace and Mercy for allowing us to have another day In Jesus name. I know we are not promised tomorrow, and we do not know when our last breath will be taken, Ron and My hope is in Jesus, and how ever the Lord allows us to work out our salvation today we commit this day to Him, and pray He be glorified through it all. As I have said in past blogs I will never be prepared for the day the Lord chooses to take My Man, But as long as the Lord allows His life to be sustained I Pray our lives are pleasing to our Father in Heaven, our Marriage continually is strengthened, in Christ Jesus, Our lives be constantly purified through the refiners fire, molded and shaped,to our Lords will, leaving nothing to be desired in this life or more valued than God himself. Thank you Lord for your Holy Spirits comfort and strength, thank you for having every event that took place today covered by your Divine super natural, all knowing, presence. You put into action, each person at the exact time at the right place,at the right moment. Thank you Jesus. I Love this song It says what my heart is saying
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| Ron's Brain Tumor,Stage 3 Cancer So many times I've questioned certain circumstances |
Many times in trials, weakness blurs my vision
And my frustrations get so out of hand
It’s then I am reminded I’ve never been forsaken
I’ve never had to stand the test alone
As I look at all the victories, the Spirit rises up in me
It’s through the fire my weakness is made strong
And He never promised the cross would not get heavy and the hill would not be hard to climb
He never offered victory without fighting but He said help would always come in time
Just remember when you’re standing in the valley of decision and the adversary says give in
Just hold on, our Lord will show up and He will take you through the fire again
I know within myself that I would surely perish
But if I trust the hand of God, He’ll shield the flames again
And He never promised the cross would not get heavy and the hill would not be hard to climb
Just hold on, our Lord will show up and He will take you through the fire again
Just hold on, our Lord will show up and He will take you through the fire again
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