Tuesday, June 19, 2012

A Great Day,with a crazy morning!

With God ALL things are possible. 

Ron woke up earlier than usual this morning, had his coffee and decided to go down to the Marina, 
{this is out of character for him}
I crawled out of bed and heard the  truck leaving,
I thought he was going up the driveway until I saw his note!
I got my coffee, got in the word and then got a shower, thinking I would start walking into town to meet him,then I heard him come down the drive.He came in and got a shower,then we went to town for an early morning walk, 
 Then decided to go out on the boat.I dropped Ron off at the Boat house he wanted to get the boat ready to go I went home and got what we needed to have with us, got to the boat and we were ready to go out, all was well as we started for Friday harbor to get gas'ed up, 
Ron had a "major seizure" 
{I realize I will never be prepared for what happens to my man}, I watched him and talked to him helping him through the seizure,   his face on his left side went into a spasm, numb,total paralysis,couldn't talk,His tongue could not form any words to speak, He kept getting worse, I quickly put the boat in neutral---- and held him crying out to the Lord to help Him, and I mean literally crying out to the Lord.--I felt  helpless, scared,shaken to the very core of my being, frazzled for hours after this happened, I could not seem to get it together------Today seemed harder than other days------I pulled up to the dock we got gas and then headed off to Orcas. The boat ride has a soothing affect on Ron it calms him down and soothes his body.......... He sat down and took it easy. I on the other hand am still trying to calm my spirit down,
Dad Prayed over me. We talked about what had happened,I expressed to Ron I am not strong, I'm a scared   falling apart,I'm in many ways detaching,distancing my emotions to the inevitable, not wanting to have this plan "OK if this happens I will."...... "I'm  a weakling" Lord you made me and you know How weak I am, 
I know He is preparing Ron and I each day from the Inside out, I will never be prepared for the day the Lord Takes My Husband home! We had a peaceful rest of the day and enjoyed what the Lord gave us. Thankful and grateful we have a God who loves us and cares for us greatly,and has prepared us a home in Glory with Him.
Joshua 1:9 This is my command--be strong and courageous! Do not be afraid or discouraged. For the LORD your God is with you wherever you go."

Monday, June 18, 2012

This Father is doing Great!

With God ALL things are possible!
Just a quick update, Ron is doing good,We had a peaceful Blessed Fathers day.
Listened to Dr Jeremiah, Dr Charles Stanley and were filled, Blessed,Encouraged.
We continue to thank the Lord for everyday we have and Blessed to have another
day to Glorify Him. Pray all you Fathers had a great day!

Grand baby Girls

Ella Koa Divine 12 weeks old,our 5th grand baby



Jewel London Turns 1 year old


Saturday, June 2, 2012

God growing our Faith Stronger from the inside out!














                  Bless the Lord for allowing us to have days to enjoy such a beautiful Island,It never,
thus far gets tiring.
 Ron and I enjoy taking rides,and adventure walks,
Ron especially enjoys going to the west side of the Island looking across to Victoria Canada.
We so love the waters up in these here parts,
 "did that sound  like a farmer"?
Well we know a couple farmers! "M.S."
Ron physically is doing so good, I Look at our Lord and am crazy amazed at how He is keeping Ron free from the neurological damage this Brain tumor should clinically be doing to him! He does get tired more than usual and foggy in the brain at times,and crisp as a saltine cracker! but we Praise God for His great mercy over Him, God is doing His work from the inside out on this man and He is not finished yet! We are walking by faith, trusting more today than yesterday on Jesus, the Lord is showing us both where we "lack trust is where we lack faith" It is impossible to please the Lord with out faith. By faith we understand that the universe was formed at God's command! By faith we have the confidence that what we hope for will actually happen,Faith gives us the assurance about the things we cannot see.  We are saved by Grace through Faith, Faith is believing God's character, He is who he says he is! and God's Promises we stand on,God will do what he says he will do! God is showing Dad and I that if we want to know our Lord more we dig deeper into His word,and ask Him to show us how we will walk by faith a little more,and how we will trust Him a little more and God is so good to show us, His timing in our lives is right on. If Ron and I can honestly say Our future is in God's hands than what we are saying is we believe and know that all life''s circumstances are under God's control in our lives! We knowing that God Loves and cares for us helps us to keep us steady in our faith regardless of our circumstances. It keeps us from sinning foolishly by taking matters into our own hands  or resenting God's timetable.                                "Do we have it all together"?
{you bet yer chickens eggs and pigs feet we "don't"}
We're a couple knuckle heads when left to our selves, thank you Lord Jesus He saves us from our selves over and over and over before we get to far off track in our thinking.
I will confess Dad don't know what to do with me at times,but I do know one thing when were tired of going in circles we look up and Father God is always faithfully "arms stretched out" waiting for us to jump in His arms, I Love that if we confess our sins{Repent} Our Papa in heaven is so faithful and Just to forgive us and to cleanse us from all our unrighteousness.
So as we keep on keepin on we keep our eyes on Jesus and trust and obey His word.



With God ALL things are possible!